For that moment, no. Her mother died at a similar age as when she did (meaning- she was about the same age when her Mom died as when mine did) and I grew up hearing about the sad parts of it. I know that the things she would lament would be things like not being able to see me anymore, not being able to see her (future) grandchildren, etc... because that's what she always felt like she was missing. Her Mom did not have as 'good' or maybe 'fortunate' of a death (long stint with cancer) so they got to talk about regrets and etc. about the inevitable to come. I am thankful that it was quick and not long, suffering, and contemplative- but I miss her like hell and will be/have been somewhat lost at times.
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Date: 2010-06-06 02:34 am (UTC)I guess I am babbling on. I never write anymore.