I've had to filter but generally, its been about one person who doesn't have an LJ but plenty of our mutual friends do and I'm careful about what I say for that reason. It's never malicious. It's just that I don't want them to hear about what's heavy on my heart from the Internet over my mouth, first.
In fairness, there are some things I haven't yet been able to say. Mostly this is because I'll just start crying were I to be placed in front of this person at this moment or there's a big disconnect between the words I can type and the words I can force out of my mouth. It's not that I don't want to say it, I'm just scared of the reaction.
The drop is one thing. The question is if the impact at the bottom will be pleasant or incredibly painful.
Or alternatively, I'm a big weenie and should hitch up my grown up girl panties and make with the truth.
The point is, I use filters but for a specific reason as word vomited above.
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In fairness, there are some things I haven't yet been able to say. Mostly this is because I'll just start crying were I to be placed in front of this person at this moment or there's a big disconnect between the words I can type and the words I can force out of my mouth. It's not that I don't want to say it, I'm just scared of the reaction.
The drop is one thing. The question is if the impact at the bottom will be pleasant or incredibly painful.
Or alternatively, I'm a big weenie and should hitch up my grown up girl panties and make with the truth.
The point is, I use filters but for a specific reason as word vomited above.